Reflection
Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 8:59 AM
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Big Grin - Listening to: Athlete - Half Light
- Reading: Amazing Maurice
Ok so I've got 6 and half weeks left at college"excluding the may holiday"
I made a big step last summer, I left school, turned down my safe choice of a school and 6th form....and walked up to college on my first day terrorfied. For about two weeks I thought I'd made a huge mistake, making friends was hard...I thought sticking with the other two girls was the way to go, but to be honest I will always get on better with boys. I have to thank Barrie for a lot, firstly I ended up walking with him and Dave to college, got taken along to the common room with the lads to stick around there, Samanah started coming too...so I had a girl. I made some amazing friends in the first few month...and almost an enemy. So there I was, Barrie - the guy I can tell anything, he's always there for me, Samanah - probably the nicest person there, she's left now and I don't half miss her! Dave - bit quiet but such a laugh and Mark - the ginger tic tac.
So now May 08, exactly a year since my offical last day of school and the guy I used to fight with is a good mate, I'm the only girl in a group of boys that varies from 4 to 10, I have a laugh everyday, I never dread going in and I can be myself.
For me leaving school is the best thing I've ever done, it gave me confidence to go to college, there's people there who don't know all the embarrasing things I've done, people I feel completely safe around.
Its sad to think this time next year I'll be close to leaving, this year has flown by and I'm sure the next will
Everyone is getting ready for exams, I've had my only one...Key Skills which i techincally shouldn't have done.
Here's how Key Skills works - the college policy says everyone must complete level 2 before doing level 3. As I'm doing an IT course I only have to do Comms, Application of Number and Wider Key Skills. I've completed my AON, but after parents complaining to the head of Key Skills I'm on level 3 for Comms, meaning two long pieces of writing, a group discussion and an 8 minute speech...o and a written exam that I took Tuesday (after being told Monday). Key Skills is a waste of time (admitted by my tutors as well) but they give you the wonderful UCAS points, lol
I've had an excellent year and have grown up so much...but thanks to the boys am a whole lot more immature, random abuse and sexual inudenos all the way, lol
I miss everyone at Fort Pitt but that school made me un happy
Good Luck in your exams everyone
ILY
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Devious Comments
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0.o I'm the kind of girl you'll see pushing a pull door with everything I got! o.0
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0.o I'm the kind of girl you'll see pushing a pull door with everything I got! o.0
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"I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion." - Jack kerouac
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0.o I'm the kind of girl you'll see pushing a pull door with everything I got! o.0
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"¡Dios mío!"
I actually dunno what else I have worth putting up at the moment
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I want to wake up kicking and screaming
I want to live like I know what I'm leaving
I want to know that my heart's still beating
It's beating... it's beating...
I'm bleeding
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~scorsagra Love
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